It is an offering to Lord Ayyappa, and is often called the Mirror Flower.
one above the surface, one reflected below.
The Ambal, simple and serene, whispers this eternal truth:
You are what you seek.
The Divine is within you.
You are an unexpected attraction that strikes my heart....
The Ambal is cherished even more than the lotus not because it is grander,
but because it is close to the people—readily available, humble, and affordable for pooja.
Its simplicity becomes its sacredness.
It disturbs their narratives.
They would rather I act like the kind of “girl” they feel comfortable judging — a caricature they can label. That version of me fits their world better than my truth.
My first visit to a mosque was when I was just eight years old.
Every seeker on the Sabarimala path, every pilgrim in search of Tat Tvam Asi, must step into this mosque — because the journey of Self is incomplete without visiting this Mosque.
This sacred place is known as the Vavar Sabarimala Mosque.
In daily life, we are trained to notice only what secures our survival — money, protection, desire. Society shapes our instincts long before we know ourselves.
But love…love is different.
Until i reached the holy 18 steps, i was holding my father’s hand. But the moment i stood before those sacred holy 18 steps, everything changed.
No one to guide me. No one to hold me.
My father bent down and told me softly, yet firmly, that this was a voyage of self-discovery, and I must ascend the 18 steps on my own. I could not seek his hand. I could not cling to him.



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