In 2017, I felt a deep desire for motherhood. It was a Biological Instinct ! But society questioned my self-worth and scrutinized my Instinct. When i deliberately repeated the scene in 2022-2024 to prove my character ; the same Judgement repeated ; Twice, they defined me in a way I never defined myself. And twice, their words cut deep, leaving a scar that never truly faded.
Since then, the longing for Motherhood has faded. Even today, I wonder—Why was my Biological Instinct scrutinized while others brought life into the world unquestioned?
North India is heavily influenced by Western ideals, where a masculine-driven mindset prevails. In the West, people often take up jobs they have no passion for and engage in relationships with partners they don’t even like. In this process, both men and women suppress their natural, biological instincts—yet, they label this suppression as "resilience."
But is resilience truly about suppressing biological instincts?
I believe resilience is quite the opposite—it’s about honouring and embracing our biological instincts. When we suppress these instincts, we hinder human evolution, prioritizing economic progress at the cost of our natural growth and well-being. This is quiet the opposite of Resilience.
Roar Truth !
True belonging and self-worth are not goods ; we don’t negotiate our value with the world.
Brené Brown, Braving the Wilderness..
Fast Forward to now - Am I afraid of motherhood? Or am I afraid of what the world has made of it?
I feel the urge to let go of everything that can be sold, to strip away all that is measured in self worth. And yet, in the silence of my heart, the question remains: was my longing ever truly mine, or was it stolen by a world that never understood?
At this moment, my heart finds love for orphans who have no parents. Some people cross our path to illuminate our true purpose!
Yin is associated with the moon, night, and coolness. Tigers, especially in folklore and mythology, are often depicted as creatures of the night, moving under the cover of darkness.
I trust my Biological Instincts ; My Biological Instincts are my strength !
Yin is linked to water and adaptability. Tigers move with effortless grace and fluidity, adapting to their surroundings, much like water takes the shape of its container.
I was drunk friends......
Love with Tiger !
In this video, I’m hanging out with a Thai tiger and i was Drunk ; and the Thai people are having the time of their lives laughing at me—probably wondering if I’m the tiger’s long-lost cousin or its next meal! 😅🐅
Another One under a Big Leafy Shady Tree !
Like a tiger, I’ve always moved through the darkness, trusting my instincts and navigating each step without worrying about the future. Instead of overanalyzing, I focus on the present, making decisions based on what feels right in the moment. Just as a tiger relies on its senses rather than a rigid plan, I embrace uncertainty, knowing that each step forward naturally reveals the next.
Yin represents the inner world, intuition, and deep emotions. Tigers are often seen as symbols of inner strength and personal power rather than overt dominance.
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