In 2017, I felt a deep desire for motherhood. But society questioned my self-worth and they scrutinized my desire. When i deliberately repeated the scene in 2022-2024 to prove my character ; the same Judgement repeated ; Twice, they defined me in a way I never defined myself. And twice, their words cut deep, leaving a scar that never truly faded.
Since then, the longing has faded. Even today, I wonder—Why was my desire scrutinized while others brought life into the world unquestioned?
But in that solitude, a fear lingers—Am I afraid of motherhood? Or am I afraid of what the world has made of it? I feel the urge to let go of everything that can be sold, to strip away all that is measured in self worth. And yet, in the silence of my heart, the question remains: was my longing ever truly mine, or was it stolen by a world that never understood?
Some people enter into our life to show us our Purpose !
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