Embracing a Modest Lifestyle !

In Retrospect - My maternal grandfather earned a humble living as a spiritual travel guide while my paternal grand father worked as an honest lawyer. These professions ultimately led to my mother and my father's upbringing in middle class family.

My Father was a Civil Engineer !

When i was 7 Years old, a particular man visited our home carrying a black bag, inquiring about my Father, My mother finding my father absent as he had gone out to buy milk, informed the stranger. To our surprise the man handed over a bag of money and some cakes to my mother.

Before my father returned home ; me and my siblings indulged in the cakes. However upon my father's arrival, he berated my mother for accepting the mysterious offerings. He scolded us for eating the cake and promptly left to return the bag. Little did i knew it was an encounter with what is commonly called as "BLACK MONEY".

After my father passed away in 2008 ; I have been solely taking care of myself.
During the time when there was nobody to motivate and inspire me - I found inspiration in the portrayal of independent and fearless woman in movies.

Many times i took INSPIRATION from movies and iam crazy about MOVIES !

Later in 2011 when i was out of India - I purchase a home in Bangalore - A TESTAMENT of my education and skills along with the values instilled in me by my heavenly father.

Lets shift to what happened after i returned India in 2015.

A single unmarried woman who has not engaged in any sexual activities, whether oral or otherwise. Iam still navigating the realm of Intimacy. Occasionally my musings about my imaginary partner lead me to express both my light and dark energies on my blog.

Strangely some testing men upon encountering my writings about dark aspects started correlating my dark aspects with my economic status. My feminine dark SUBMISSIVE essence does not NEGATE my skills and capabilities. Iam not waiting to be SOLD OUT !
I REPEAT IT - My feminine dark essence - submissive nature does not NEGATE my skills and capabilities.

Allow me to introduce you all to an avid South Indian reader of my blog basically a south indian training head north indian ; particularly intrigued by the beauty of skin with a storm.

The theorey he put forward is :

When a male dates a woman who had past relationship - He is A ROLE MODEL ;

When a female dates a man who had past relationship MEANS - She is looking for a provider who could pay her BILLS and society has to have KARUNA-COMPASSION for her !

Its quiet amusing to observe how the perspective on women empowerment appears to LAG BEHIND in North India. The IRONY of it all NEVER FAILS TO BRING A SMILE-LAUGH ON MY FACE.

Hey - It is what is INSIDE that counts for me !

Do you want a SWEET RED CHEEKS ? - I can give it VIRTUALLY !

Iam surprised how North India is capable of transforming South Indian Men !

The main problem today is - "RESPECT WOMAN WHO WEAR HIGH HEELS" are being run on Woman's day ! I CALL THIS SUPERFICIAL RESPECT !

The TRUE RESPECT for woman transcends these external factors, requiring a deeper acknowledgement of her INTRINSIC WORTH beyond HIGH HEELS !

HIGH HEELS = MATERIAL AND SOCIETAL MARKERS !
Regardless even a woman residing in the largest slum of South East Asia - Dharavi - Mumbai can also afford a HIGH HEELS. Dont be so OLD FASHIONED !