My Grand Father served as a spiritual travel guide / journey facilitator - who assisted numerous individuals in their quest to discover the profound meaning of Tat-Tvam-Asi during their pilgrimage to Sabarimala Temple.
Indeed my maternal grandfather earned a humble living as a spiritual travel guide while my paternal grand father worked as an honest lawyer. These professions ultimately led to my father's upbringing in middle class family ; but we dont covet material cravings or have sexual desires.
MYSELF a Single Unmarried Female Virgin ; I never had a Boyfriend nor I have ever KISSED any Man until date. In Retrospect - I received typical sexual advances from interested individuals, on one such occasion in March 2018 when i declined such a proposition society's response was as follows
"I declined because I'm seeking more power ; more wealth ; sexy body and Imposter Syndrome"
Because i was unsure of the reasons for my REFUSAL - I embarked on a quest to understand why i REJECTED the proposition ?
I went in search of MYSELF !
I found Tat-Tvam-Asi ; I found out that - Answers to every Question lies within MYSELF !
My Answers aligned with the discovery of CARL JUNG !
Each one of us have both Masculine and Feminine Energies within us regardless of our Gender !
Balance of Masculine and Feminine Energies creates an ULTIMATE INNER BALANCE !
If you achieve INNER BALANCE then OUTSIDE BALANCE will happen by your CHOICE !
If you do not achieve INNER BALANCE ; THE OUTSIDE BALANCE will be a COMPULSION !
I realised that i have INNER BALANCE and any outside balance which came by compulsion was being REJECTED by me.
Subsequently - Each time i found myself drawn to and interested in a man, society (skin with a storm) echoed the same sentiment which they uttered when i rejected an advance in 2018 - "She is interested and drawn to his wealth ; power ; protection".
Once again, I embarked on a journey of self-discovery, seeking to understand the underlying reasons for my ATTRACTION.
The answer was :
While it's common to observe men being captivated by a woman's physical attractiveness, sexy body her breasts ; her appearance, or other superficial qualities like sexual desires and her virginity ; it's a rare occurrence to witness men genuinely honouring and respecting a mother with a 15-year-old daughter.
It is rare occurrence to witness a man continuously rejecting a wealthy woman's sexual advances !
This aspect of coach and change maker's character intrigued me.
CPO to caution skin with a storm that even if she possess a modicum of self-respect, she would refrain from repeating the same view point which she has been expressing since 2022 onwards.
Disregarding the degree of disrespect she may be causing me, my concern lies in the extent to which her own material cravings ; need for protection ; need for security and sexual desires are being satisfied.
Caution her to not to see HERSELF in others !
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