Today in the month of December in the year 2021 ; Iam going to share with you all how my 2021 Journey has been !
Tharavad is a malayalam word meaning Ancestral Residence!
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tharavad
Yes iam a Nair by Caste and Pillai is my Title !
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pillai_(Kerala_title)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pillai_(Kerala_title)
My share of ancestral property is located in Karthikapally - Haripad - Alappuzha.
A 3500 square feet will not even fetch me 10 Lakh Indian Rupees because of its close proximity to Arabian Sea.
Nobody loves the sound of the Tides of Arabian Sea as Lullaby !
The 300 year old well.
2020 was a GREAT YEAR for me as i enjoyed Moratorium for my Bank Loans. However 2021 was not in my favour !
I had the opportunity to sell my share of ancestral property for 10 Lakh and continue to pay my Home Loan EMI for the property located in Bangalore ! Rather ; I decided to let go my property In Bangalore assuming that with my hard work and honesty i will be able to make another home in the next 5 years.
My biggest ACHIEVEMENT of the year 2021 is that i SAVED both my PROPERTIES !
They say it was the BLESSINGS OF KARNAVAR!
The REFLECTION of my Hard work ; Sweat ; Tears ; Smile ; and the 9 Emotions that kept me BUSY for 2 years. Yes I CONSCIOUSLY did not go after DANCE ; It found me when i was SEARCHING FOR MYSELF.
I wanted to know and find answers for -
WHY IAM LIKE THIS ?
WHAT IS CALLING OUT TO ME ?
WHAT IAM MEANT TO BE ?
NatyaVeda is the course for which i enrolled myself in Jan 2019.
Natya Veda is the concise instruction setting forth all the events of one's life. My Intuition told me that i can find my answers in Natya Veda.
On Sept 27 2021 i completed my Practical exams in Bharatanatyam from Annamalai University ; I successfully completed the course securing 58% in Practicals in November 2021.
With a score of 71% in theory in 2020 my Overall Score = 64.5%
Another Achievement !
Through Bharatanatyam ; I learnt that Chidambaram Natarajar means ;
Chit = The very functioning of the Conscious and the Unconscious
Ambaram = Space / Sky / Stage
Ambaram = Space / Sky / Stage
Chidambaram = The Stage of Universal Consciousness
Universal Consciousness = Consciousness + Unconsciousness
Natarajar = King of Dance who is not dancing on the Autopilot mode of unconsciousness.
The one who has successfully transported everything that is in the unconscious to the conscious.
Probably Bharatanatyam was in my unconscious and not in my conscious mind and i had to simply transport it from the unconscious to the conscious.
Your UNCONSCIOUS will tell you WHO YOU ARE !
Your UNCONSCIOUS will help you FIND YOURSELF !
The BEST and WORST of a man is in the UNCONSCIOUS and not in the PROJECTED IMAGE OF THE CONSCIOUS.
In the middle of the year 2021.....
I was waiting for an ANGEL to come forward who will UNDERSTAND ME !
That is when i FOUND MYSELF ; TAT-TVAM-ASI
And the whole episode felt like a pilgrimage to Sabarimala Temple.
TAT-TVAM-ASI which was in my unconscious was also transported into my conscious.
I ARRIVED AT TAT-TVAM-ASI BECAUSE I UNDERSTOOD MYSELF !
IAM MY OWN ANGEL.
Whatever i know about myself is nothing compared to what i will eventually know if i continue this JOURNEY - "IN PURSUIT OF MY TRUE SELF".
Whatever i know about myself is nothing compared to what i will eventually know if i continue this JOURNEY - "IN PURSUIT OF MY TRUE SELF".
And then i realized that WE ALL ARE VICTIMS OF COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS.
The higher your consciousness ; the more closer you are to TRUTH.
The lower your consciousness ; the more distant/away you are from TRUTH.
Each one of us have our own TRUTH which is RELATIVE to our level of CONSCIOUSNESS.
How much ever high your INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS is ; Ultimately what we experience in life is the COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS.
Collective Consciousness = Average consciousness of the FAMILY / TEAM / SOCIETY / UNIVERSE.
As victims of Collective Consciousness - I convinced myself that AS PER LAW ; I will have to settle for Average Collective Consciousness.
The year 2021 is coming to an end with Average Collective Consciousness and that was my FINAL DESTINY !
A VERY HAPPY ENDING !
In short this was my 2021 JOURNEY !
I found answers to all my QUESTIONS !
The last thing i learnt in the year 2021 - "It is possible to RAISE COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS WITHOUT FIGHTING !"
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