The Lord Delays...

It is inevitable that there comes a time when all your peers and friends get married and you are still single
Everybody in my team has gone for their wedding and iam still single..

I have enough celebrated the season of single hood .
Why does God delay? what is that he has in store for me?
Single hood is a season where one tries to be mentally occupied with other interests
There was a time when i decided to move to Japan only to complete my PhD .
I had to stop my PhD  studies in between probably Lord had other plans for me

Today iam looking forward to apply for M Phil in Economics or Statistics at IGNOU and probably by this June 2017 i should get admitted to IGNOU Distance for my M Phil

Everything is going on very well , all my interest are on track .
I realised i cannot complete PhD , i stopped PhD between and now iam ready to take up M Phil

Another Valentine is over , iam still single and my future is so uncertain
It takes more than love to sustain a marriage i have already rejected 4 potential grooms last few months and my family believes that i no longer want to get married lol...
But iam unable to find what i want in life?

Is my life going to be just a dream.
My future is so uncertain , will i ever meet him when my eyes are open..
All i need is a Honest  love and not money , not character and not sex
Why is it difficult to find Honesty in this world? Will i ever see him?

Will the shortlisted people i have in mind turn out to be honest one or hurt me? is the question running in my mind
Will i ever meet him  when iam alive.???

Whats coming to my mind here that is correlating with my post is  a Sindhu Bhairavi Ragam a Tamil Carnatic Music. Well i love art forms be it theater or dance
My post is perfect for this dance segment lol..
All art forms are correlated with each other and thats true...because the foundation of any art form is "TRUTH" be it drama , theater or dance.

Well,I dont write for my audience and i write for myself , so i dont care if any of you out there dont like carnatic music lol..

A beautiful Carnatic Music popularly called as Sindhu Bhairavi in south India












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